As I said, I am only angry with myself. Under every other circumstance, your self-restraint was exceptional, and admirable. And under previous moon cycles, I have retained enough mental capacity to decline in sexual situations.
This time, I no longer wanted to hold back. I granted you permission in every feasible way.
That isn't what I want. I don't think it's what you want either. I just need time to reassess my values. Were they impractical? Is it what I still want to pursue? At the moment I don't know.
As my own wants are still undecided, perhaps I should ask what it is that you want, if you are not adverse to telling me.
You are not. You have been a true friend to me in ways I cannot fully express. That is why I must tread carefully as I would not wish to hurt you, or destroy the relationship we've built by being too demanding.
If I have failed in any of these aspects, then I apologize deeply.
The cultural tradition is to kiss or embrace someone for a boost of Chroma and luck before leaving for extended periods of time or when embarking on dangerous missions.
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yeah, you definitely should be angry at me.
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This time, I no longer wanted to hold back. I granted you permission in every feasible way.
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look, i'm sorry. you don't have to avoid me. i'll leave you alone
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As my own wants are still undecided, perhaps I should ask what it is that you want, if you are not adverse to telling me.
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whatever you're still comfortable with.
i just don't want to be your regret
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If I have failed in any of these aspects, then I apologize deeply.
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but as your friend, i'm gonna have to kick the shit out of myself for taking advantage of you like that
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It was a little romantic if I must be honest.
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put this on me where it belongs and stop being so hard on yourself.
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Explain 'years.' When did this begin?
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Also you were drunk.
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anyway, stick to pick-up lines. noted.
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Are you departing for the oasis?
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I will miss you.
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are you sure about that
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I would settle for a handshake and well wishes.
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yeah, sure. come on over
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